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Friday, February 3, 2012

Cancer Setbacks and Chemotherapy


 

Courage is a quietness....
born of facing up to life.

~ Emily Sargent Councilman





It is amazing that it is already February 2012.  So here finally is another entry.

My cancer marker CA15.3 continued to rise to 587 by 30th November 2011.  The only positive was that the increase had slowed down.  Plan was to go and have a holiday in Hawks Nest about 200 km north of Sydney and then retest the CA15.3 cancer marker and have  bone and CT scans when we got back.  Continued treatment as before.


We had a wonderful month in Hawks Nest with daily, one hour, beach walks.  We walked either along the Nelson Bay beach or the main surf beach depending on where the wind was coming from.  We were incredibly lucky with the weather as it has been a cool, wet and windy summer.  At least we missed out on the wet part most days.  The house we rented was right next to a lovely patch of bush and was light and airy with a lovely big deck at the front.


All my family were there for Xmas lunch/dinner.  My mother lives nearby so she was there and my younger sister, Paula, came over from the USA for two weeks. My older sister, Yvonne, and brother in law, Lionel,  also rented a house nearby for a week. My two nieces, Elise & Alison and their partners Ed and Graham and Elise's kids, Monique and Theo were also there.  Quite the family gathering.  It was great.  The food was fabulous, courtesy of  Yvonne and Alison who is an apprentice chef and produced some truly yummy food.


Our three dogs thoroughly enjoyed the beach walk and if the weather wasn't suitable we would walk them along the river.  They are such a joy to have around.  We started each day with yoga and meditation followed by a walk after breakfast.  I was making fresh vegetable juices every morning as well. In the afternoon I would be quite tired and so I would stay 'home' and embroider or read.  I finished my cross stitch of the Budgie Buddies.  Most enjoyable and very relaxing when energy levels are low.  Also read about 7 books.  My back pain had increased somewhat and so I would need to spend some time lying down which was a good opportunity to read.



We returned to Sydney mid January and I had the bone and CT scans the next day.  Got results on the following day and was totally shocked and horrified.  I had gone from 4 bony tumours to too many to count!  The black spots on the scan are the tumours.  So mostly in my lower spine and pelvis but also upper spine, ribs, shoulders, skull and femur.  Yikes!!!  At least no major body organs were involved, liver, lungs, etc were still clear.  Brain wasn't checked but I have no symptoms to indicate any brain tumours.

I still hoped that the cancer markers would be down.  To me this would mean that the tumours had grown prior to my last treatment change in October/November and were now stable.  Unfortunately it was not to be.  The CA15.3 cancer marker had rocketed to 1558.  The cancer was progressing exponentially.  It explained the increased pain and tiredness.  Otherwise I felt ok.  So apart from the peripheral neuropathy in my lower legs and feet, pain in lower and upper back and pelvis and tiredness I felt in pretty good shape.  Considering the tumour burden I now had and the extent they were involving my lower spine in particular, it was amazing I am a well as I am.  My white cell count had also dropped with neurtophils and lymphocytes being below normal levels so my chance of infection had increased. 

Yesterday I started chemo with a drug I haven't had before called Abraxane.  I have it once a week on a Friday for three weeks then a week off then another cycle of 3 weeks.  This is the regime if my white cell count can be maintained at reasonable levels.  Had them checked just before the chemo and the neutrophils were back to low normal and the lymphocytes just below normal.  At least they had improved. Apparently this chemo shouldn't make me too sick although I will lose my hair again.  I don't care as long as I lose the cancer as well.  So the routine on Friday is chemo in the morning, come home, have lunch followed by a coffee enema to help the liver detox and it is proving to be very helpful with the pain (nobody knows how or why this works, but it does).  I have just purchased a small infra red sauna that I can lie in (has sort of domed top with a mat underneath)  as hyperthermia treatment.  This makes the body think it has a fever and boosts the immune system.  Cancer cells also don't like the increased core body temperature so they become more sensitive to the chemo drugs.  By then it is lunch time.  Two days a week I have the sauna while I am having my vitamin C infusion as it is supposed to potentiate the effects.  I am having the coffee enemas daily now as I am trying to keep my liver as healthy as possible and control the pain without resorting to opioid drugs.  The sauna also helps with detox as I sweat profusely.  Supplement wise I am back to 70 tablets a day.

Next cancer marker test is in 3-4 weeks to see if any of this is working.  In two months, all going as planned we will head to Germany for three different immunotherapies.  Should take about three weeks.  I am hoping to have improved from the chemo and with the treatment in Germany be able to spend a bit of time in Europe and then visit my sister in the US.  It is possible that I will get really sick again from all this treatment and not be able to do much in way of sightseeing but I hope to at least catch up with some relatives in Holland again.

Overall I am still optimistic about controlling the cancer again and maintaining a good quality of life.  I have certainly been enjoying the days, despite the incessant rain, and am incredibly grateful for each day, for my darling partner without whom I would not be here and who brings me such joy everyday, for my family who are incredibly supportive and  for the dear, lovely friends who are in my life.   There are so many things in my life to be grateful for that it eclipses the travails that cancer brings.

Surviving and thriving

Linda











1 comment:

  1. Hi Linda,
    I have been following your blog since I joined Ian Gawler's blog. I too have stage IV breast cancer with mets to a few of my vertebrae, I was also diagnosed stage IV from the beginning. I have been on femara from the start, as my tumour is estrogen sensitive, and had quite a good response. I was very interested in your experience at Dr Jacobs clinic in Germany you obviously had a good response there as you have continued to travel extensively.
    I wonder have you come across the www.inspire .com website it is a MBC forum where the users share information. Have you heard about Rational Therapeutics in the California - they do a chemo sensitivity test on the tumour? Also have you heard about Photo Dynamic Therapy? Apparently there is a clinic in Melbourne that is trialling it. The clinic is headed by a doc that is/was head of the Ian Gawler Foundation.
    Just thought these ideas might interest you as they are non toxic and non invasive, something we all wish for.
    Best wishes.
    Jo

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